Friday, December 30, 2011

New years

The new year will be here shortly. I must say this year has been the best year I can remember.

I'm certain 2012 will bring just as much (If not more) Joy and happiness this year brought.
Many people make new years resolutions, some that get accomplished and some that don't. This coming year I plan to have accomplished a lot, I hope to have gotten my book complete and hopefully published, I hope to stop my bad habit of biting my finger nails.

I also hope to continue practicing on writing poems. Also I want to lose at least 10 pounds by mom and dads wedding. This year brought knowledge and happiness and bravery into my life, I have always appreciated troops, now I have a higher respect for them, and their families too. Being a daughter of a troop I realize the families and friends go through as much grief as the troops them selves.

This coming year (2012) I will be fifteen, another year older. My dad will be coming home to us sometime in 2012 and life will continue to get better from there. Surprisingly most days have passed fairly quickly, though I still think about dad and the fact that he is away, and it is very tough on us all some days are easy, easier than others at least.

It does help that now I can talk to my dad on Skype when he gets a free minute. I'm loving my new laptop he bought us for Christmas. He bought my sisters and I one for each of us, to go along with that I also got a new camera and headphones.

Also I am allowed on Google now so I can research things for my novels. I have a bigger book project starting after dad goes back overseas thankfully it will be a time period of six months that I have to accomplish it in. I hope to have my small book wrote and edited in February and I have two books that I had started before this small contest that I still need to get done.

Needless to say I have a lot of writing to do, I also have a wedding to attend (I can't wait!) I'll be adopted later in the year or early in 2013 by my wonderful dad and my family will finally be a big wonderful full family.


Dad,

I love and miss you and I hope your new year goes as easy as it can being over there, I thank you very much for continuing to show your love for us even as you aren't here too see us, I do miss your hugs and I miss hearing your laugh, stay safe my cowboy hero dad, I love you.

Faith

Friday, December 23, 2011

Christmas wonderland

As the night drags on I wait Christmas Eve. Tomorrow I will get to see my uncle Jay and aunt Diane again and hopefully meet my moms baby brother, my uncle Charlie. My dad wishes he could meet him, and I wish dad was here to share that amazing day with us. He instead is overseas rebuilding peoples homes, work places and so on.

I have a lot of reasons to be happy as I have a lot to be thankful for. My dad is a true hero and a bright soul.
My sister (Both but mainly my youngest) is super excited for Santa to come! I also can't wait, I can't wait though, the most to see what dad got us for Christmas. I also can't wait to see my sisters faces, it's always so amazing, we always smile, but at Christmas time our lives are, more joyful.

The bad fades to a light that leaves us all happy for one day. I'm happy all the time really, only a part of me is somewhere else, Lea and grandma and grandpa said earlier I was kind of grumpy, I have a right, 1 I'm a teenaged girl, hormones are CRAZY lol 2, It's pretty much Christmas, will be soon at least, and my dad isn't home to receive the hugs I wish I could give and he can't enjoy moms amazing ham and turkey.

I know it sounds like all I'm doing is complaining and making this Christmas seem like I'm "Not in the spirit", I am in the spirit really, I'm so excited, I'm close to bouncing up and down, I WANT my gifts, the biggest gift I get every year is my family, this year I've had the blessing to have a bigger fuller family.

I believe things happen for a reason, I believe things didn't work out for my mom and biological dad for a reason, because god gave my mom, sisters and I a husband and dad we all needed so very much. I know that, somehow dad is overseas for a reason, though I may not like it, I support him. I'm a proud daughter, I have TWO parents that I can look up to and know if I follow in their footsteps I'll turn out just fine, they are perfect in my eyes.

Perfect, no such thing? Maybe not, but for me, they are the perfect parents FOR ME. They may be crazy some days, aren't we all? lol.

911 was a horrible day, one we will all remember, especially the soldiers and their families.

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Found that on someones profile on pogo, don't remember whose though, oops lol



America we stand


America we stand America we breathe America all I feel and all I see.
The sky so blue the grass so green America we are free.

The day so blue when your not here The night so lonely and filled with tears.
I know you are, fighting for our country, miss America, we are here.

The song so loud the water so clear I wish that you could be near.
Today we wait worlds apart as the war goes on I can imagine your fear.

The flag so tall the bell so gold What you hold deep inside is very sad and very bold.
Our American soldiers, our hero's at war, our mothers and daughters, our fathers and son's.

Tonight the stars are very dim the dogs howl with pride and I wish I was by your side.
Tomorrow I will wake, and hope for your sake the war we all fight, deep inside will be small left over movements, from this big earthquake.

The moment I see you standing so proud in front of me on American ground I will bow and smile and say, Our great American your home to stay.

                              America we stand.    ~Faith Rose~

I will post pictures of my family from tomorrow on Monday.

Dad,

I love and miss you, stay safe and know I'm thinking of you, every moment, especially through the holidays. You are a hero, a dad, son,husband and a best friend. You are amazing and sweet and I'll always be thankful for that hot July day. Until later, I love you.

Faith

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Christmas time is near

The season is here to be happy and jolly, Though it is not Christmas without family, and I have my mom, sister, grandparents and aunt but I'm missing someone very important in my life and family.

A song for the soldiers and their families. Its called "I won't be home for Christmas"


I bet right now the snow is flying, I bet right now the sky is dark. Where I am the wind is blowing and it keeps us worlds apart. Well I miss Christmas on the mountains, especially out here on the sand. Will you put the star on for me? This year I know you'll understand but I wont be home for Christmas cause you can count on me.
From bellow wood to the desert sands, where ever people aren't free. I won't be home for Christmas cause you can count on me. Have you put the lights out on the house? And did you set that angel scene?
And when you send out all those Christmas cards, would you sign my name for me? And don't forget to tell the story to the kids on Christmas Eve. And do your best to keep them happy, don't make no sadness over me. But I wont be home for Christmas, cause you can count on me. From bellow woods to the desert sands, where ever people aren't free. I won't be home for Christmas cause you can count on me, I won't be home for Christmas, cause you can count on me.


This song just goes to show that, so many families this Christmas are going without their deployed family members. The kids bright smiles won't be as bright this year, The men and women at home waiting for their soul mates returns will make them worried this holiday season. So many Husbands and Wives will be fighting a war while their partner is home celebrating the holidays without them.

I have taken up trying to write poems now as well. I will post my first poem, then my second.

All I See Is my first poem.

 Everything about you, reminds me of the bright colors of spring.
 The way you hold your big army gun, reminds me of the warm summer sun.
  Your sweet smile and your brown hair, reminds me that, you'll always be there.
   Today we stand, in a crowded room and the only person I see is you standing in front of me.
    As you kiss me soft, and very sweet all I see in the future is you and me, you and me, we're all I see.
                                                                  All I See.


I thought of that one a couple of days ago, I enjoyed writing it and also enjoyed the reaction I got from my friends.

This next one I'm writing right now, and will complete it here.
It's called An Army Christmas.


As we gather around the Christmas tree all I can think about is you being over seas.
Bright smiles and warm hugs can not replace your wonderful laugh.
I know this year, you are fighting for, our very right to celebrate this night.

As I watch the children unwrap the gifts, you sent to them through the mail I close my eyes and want to die.
You can't be here to see their excitement.
We sit at the table, with your place set up, waiting for you to sit down.
You can't.
Life without you on this cold night, and thinking about the wars is such a fright.

Tonight when we turn out the light, our last moments thought will be you shining so bright.
An army Christmas is such a delight, because this time we have, a hero in flight.

Soon you will be, so close to me, I will be able to feel you breathe.
                                 An Army Christmas.


Believe it or not, I wrote both poems lol.

Our men and women are over seas, seeing death and we get to be home and see bright smiles and warming gifts.

This Christmas holiday, let's all take a moment to think about our troops, and maybe send THEM a gift or two of thanks.
http://operationwesendlove.blogspot.com/

Let's send our troops a small gift of thanks, their holidays deserve to be bright.


Dad,

I'm missing you very much, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I love you very much, you are a true hero inside and out, All I want this Christmas, is my cowboy dad. Stay safe baldy.

Faith

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

The REAL world.

Tonight's blog may be either short or long, depends on how much I want to ramble. Before I start I'd like to warn those of you who may not believe in the paranormal, you WON'T want to read this.

I will be talking tonight about several different things, just hang in with me.

Okay, to start out I'd like to talk about my mom and grandmas new organization for a second.

Well, we got our first donation with it being up only one day (This was a couple of days ago.) I was super happy to see it was one of my dear pogo friends that donated to our organization for the troops. So, even though she doesn't have my blog address, THANK YOU Connie!!!

Now, The REAL world. Many of you may disagree but, spirits ARE real, when we die, sometimes our spirits are left on earth to do whatever unfinished business we had left to do.

It could be many of things our spirits felt they had left to do, maybe we were murdered? Well our spirit may feel the need to try an talk to someone, or show someone HOW we died. Maybe right before we died we told our family member we hated their guts? Well, we may feel the need as a spirit to show our family member that, we really love them and we were simply angry at that moment.

My grandma will not like this post, but I'm simply speaking as to HOW I believe, not everybody is Jehovah. Simple as that.

I know the life of living with the dead, I have done it for many of years, many of you won't believe this, most of you may think I'm crazy, I'm not. I will NOT name who I know, but someone in my family is actually a medium, actually I believe everyone is, we just learn to tune it out, act as if its simply not even there.

I am a writer, I could write about paranormal very well, I have lived with the outcome for a long period. I choose however, to write about love, love beats all. I want to bring joy to as many as I can, I know that by writing paranormal many wouldn't read my books. I praise Stephan King for writing how he does. Stephanie Myers, my mom and Stephan King are WHY I decided to write.

One of my pogo friends claim to live, and love a ghost. It IS possible, some days I don't know if shes pulling my foot or telling me the truth, I know ghosts are real, I know people can see and hear them, I know if you knew the person before they died (Which she did) You can love them even as a spirit. It seems a lot like a fairytale story sometimes.

Just because we don't see it for our selves doesn't mean its not real. I had witnessed some paranormal activities my self, I have seen things, Then I wasn't sure if it was my eyes playing tricks on me or if I was seeing what I THOUGHT I was seeing, Now I know however, when I saw a shadow that had NO way of being mine, or anybody else's it was the oh so friendly spirits I used to live with.

This post is already a very long one.

Dad,

I love and miss you, I'm glad you believe what mom has told you about past houses and dreams and so on. Stay safe my true hero. Stay warm and know I'm waiting for you to come home with open arms.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Supporting our troops

As a daughter of a soldier I know the feelings that military life brings. Often times you are sad and sometimes even very lonely. Our men and women are our moms, dads, sons, brothers,daughters and sisters.

Often times there is sorrow and sometimes it leads to suicide. Our troops need as much comfort as we can give them, they need to know we appreciate their time and that we are thinking about them and loving them every step of the way.

My family is starting a new organization called Operation We Send Love.

This organization is for our men and women overseas fighting for our rights. You can donate to our organization to help send care packages to our troops.

My mom is putting together a website right now for this, until it is up however you can donate to our blog ;
http://operationwesendlove.blogspot.com/


We would appreciate any and all donations. Your time to send five dollars is giving our troops that much more comfort until they are home and back in our arms again.

We are also providing for the children and family's of our troops, It's a hard life without them.

Thank you for taking your time to read this. Help us support our troops, they need it.

Faith

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

DAD

I was SO happy being able to see you on Skype last night, seeing you on video somehow makes you being gone a little easier.

Thank you for getting MIND FREAK for me, I LOVE that man lol as soon as I turn twenty one I'm seeing him LIVE. I'm taking you and mom with me.

BY the WAY.....seeing you put in your tongue ring made me decide, I'm NOT getting any other piercings besides earrings. By one o' clock tonight (Maybe earlier) my book will be DONE! I know you won't be able to read my blogs for much longer, just know I WILL continue blogging that way you can read them when you can.

AS goes for the picture folder with my twilight stuff..I found it and LOVED it!

One of my favorite pictures.


I'm SUPER happy for you Lea and Boo, you made your big sister VERY proud of you. Congratulations on the win. You have NO idea how excited I am to read your book. IN PRINT! Good job girls. Mom, THANK YOU for pushing me, if you wouldn't have, I would have NEVER made my goal. I love you.

Dad,

I can't wait to see what your sending in the mail, I can't wait for Christmas, most of all I can't wait to hug you super tight and see you and mom bond again, You two are amazing parents. I love and miss you, hurry home. STAY SAFE!


Faith

GREAT NEWS!

Well, I made my word count goal which I thought I'd NEVER make. Better news is, tomorrow my book will be complete.

I worked SO hard to get this far, I wouldn't have had to work as hard if I would have known it would be so hard to write a book in thirty days, I wouldn't have been on my gaming site. I have missed my friends, I'm sure they have missed me as well, doing this book has been so important to me.

It's possibly my career, this book could be my start. The beginning of a long, joyful amazing career. I LOVE writing, let me tell you something, doing this book in thirty days has been a PAIN IN MY BUTT!

Not because I don't love it, I DO trust me, but for the beginning of the month I was pretty much non existent when it came to my mind being on my "job".

I can't wait to see my name in print, to hold a book in my hands that I wrote. I can't wait to see my mom and dads faces when they finish reading my book.

I can't wait to read my book and ENJOY it, as if someone else wrote it. Grandpa is working with me on designing my book cover, mom helped me come up with the IDEA of the cover, the hardest part was left up to me, writing a 25,000 word book or bigger in one month.

Dad,

I love and miss you, you'd better stay safe. Remember we're waiting your return, remember on Christmas WE LOVE you and we're thinking about you. Remember when the times get tough, I'm proud of you. I can't wait to have you home. I miss your hugs and jokes. You are an amazing man, I LOVE YOU! Your a true hero, your a true dad.

Anyone can be a father, it takes a real, special man to be a dad. You are my perfect dad.

Faith.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

New pictures

First off I'd like to say, HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAD! Next, I know I was upset mom about us not being able to spend Thanksgiving with each other but I understand and CAN'T wait to see what dad is getting us for Christmas. Here are a few more new pics grandma gave us girls. These were taken about two weeks before Halloween.



Grandpa being goofy, after he burned his arm while at the concession stand.

My sister Lea.

Me and monkey Boo, I love her so much.

The little monkey.

Lea and monkey Boo, look and act SO much alike.

Our cat Nosey.

My sisters and I.

Me.

Lea takes AMAZING pictures, of course some of them I took. I think we all love photography. I also LOVE writing, which I have about eight(Almost only 7) days left in my book, I have 17,240 words At the moment.

ALSO today while writing and singing I had ANOTHER idea for a book, I wrote down the quick reminder and went back to the book I'm working on right now.

Soon here it will be Thanksgiving, so I'm doing this tonight instead of tomorrow since mom will be away all day.

Mom, thank you for bringing me into this world, and bringing my amazing sisters into the world. I'm thankful most for my amazing, full family. My sisters, mom, hero dad, grandparents and aunt.

Dad,

I love and miss you, thank you for everything you have done and everything you have agreed to do. You took on three kids you didn't have to, you wanted to, you are THE best man in the world. If the guys I date when I'm older aren't even HALF as great as you, they aren't worth my time. You are an amazing person. Happy Thanksgiving my wonderful dad.

Faith

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

St. louis trip

SO I promised you all pictures of my St. Louis trip as soon as I got pics on my computer, well here they are, I'm going to show you the pictures and tell small made up stories with them. Here we go. REMEMBER THESE ARE MADE UP STORIES!


The arch.

My sisters and me.

My sisters and me touching the arch.

Inside the museum by a REAL stuffed  bear.

My sisters, grandpa and me.


MY STORIES!

Picture one is where the short young girl we picked up was born. You'll see her later. She talks sweet and funny. We picked her up from a monkeys exhibition.

Picture two shows the sweet monkey girl, my weird unidentified sister from mars and me on the steps of the Arch/ monkey exhibition steps.

Picture three shows my unidentified sister from mars, the sweet monkey girl and me touching the arch/ monkey place the monkey girl was born.

Picture four is us girls by a bear....The bear is clearly trying to pounce on me and monkey girl.

Picture five is us girls and some weird old dude we picked up on the street on the way to monkey girls home....We were standing in front on an old wheel, which is a lost wheel from the old mans uncles boat that the old man has only seen one other time in his life, or rather his past life. Other than talking like a robot the old man is pretty normal, or as normal as he can get.

These stories were made up, YES my sister CAN BE identified, we just act like my sweet sister Lea is unidentified because shes REALLY weird. My monkey boo sister, well that tells you, my sister acts like a monkey, monkey girl LOL.

The old man(My grandpa) is weird and funny, I LOVE YOU GRANDPA it was just me messin around. I love you.

Dad,

I thought you would like seeing us girls at the arch. It was an awesome day for us, I wish you and mom could have been there, but mom was with you and you had to be back at the post that day. I love and miss you, night dad.

Faith

Monday, November 21, 2011

Christmas is coming

I know a lot of people won't believe in this post, so before I start, I warn grandma, you won't like it.

Now, here we go. This time of year is the time to be thankful for everything you have and know that the things you don't have isn't a worry.

Thanksgiving is about giving love and food and things people need so badly like clothing. The material of things isn't what the holidays are about, and yes religion is part of it, but not enough to ACTUALLY NOT celebrate it. Now every person has their own belief on Christmas and so fourth. But is religion a STRONG enough thing to keep the family from coming together closer than they are all year?

I personally don't think so. Religion is the belief in WHAT god exists, that's it. I'm a Christian, nothing will change this. But I don't let MY faith or MY belief get ahead of me. I allow others to believe how they want.

I think ALL religions agree when I say, Whatever god is real, we know there IS a god, we know he keeps us safe and brings us the good things that come to us in our lives. God is a strong spirit who was capable of bringing my mom, sisters and I together with my grandparents, aunt and amazing dad.

I'm thankful for a lot this year. I have an amazing new dad who cares for us and is amazing beyond belief. I have my mom who is an angel in every sense of the word. Her smile is heart warming her hugs are comforting and the way she looks at life is wonderful.

My wonderfully amazing sisters are so sweet and make me laugh when I feel like crying. They are true mini mommy's (What I mean by that is they are amazing people like my mom.) I'm thankful for my grandparents, I have never truly had grandparents before, It's a whole new experience having a full happy family.

Christmas in our family is a bit awkward now, my grandparents and aunt don't celebrate it, but my mom, sisters, dad and I do. I hope for our sake this year grandma and grandpa will at least acknowledge the fact that my mom sisters and I celebrate it and enjoy the day. It's not REALLY about the gifts, It's the thought and the bringing together part that I enjoy.

We do go somewhat big, but not REALLY big on Christmas, just some gifts to show the love that flows, the food to celebrate our family's coming together and big smiles all day. I love seeing my sisters faces on the very special day.

Dad,

I wish you were here with us through the holidays, and in a way you will be, you'll be in each one of our thoughts through out the days. As always. I love and miss you very much. Stay safe and make it home as soon as you can. I can't wait for the amazing fairytale wedding up ahead in the near future. I also can't wait to spend the holidays with ALL of my family. I love you.

Faith

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Singing and my book

I love singing I love my sisters voices.
I love the fact that mom will be allowing me to sing at her wedding, I'm a little nervous and think I still need loads of practice to hit the notes I need to hit on that certain song.

Dad and grandma I know you will be asking me what song I'm singing, guess what, I'M NOT TELLING. It's a secret unless mom tells you. This is the big fairytale wedding she deserves.

So Lea and I have been singing today, all kinds of female songs. The best one we sound good at together would have to be "Here for the party" By Gretchen Wilson. Mom HATES that girls voice, but Lea and I can hit her pretty well together.

Along with singing I've been working my BUTT off on my book. So far It's going according to my plan, a few changes have been made here and there. My villain was supposed to have been my main characters friend, it turned out Kathlyn (my main character) said NO! I don't want to be her friend.

Yeah I know what your thinking "Your character told you something?" Yes she did. You see a character that you make up, has her own personality, rather its the personality you WANTED him/ her to have or not. My book has taken small spins I didn't think it would take. BUT I think It's going to make it a better book.

Tonight will be a rather short night I still have loads of writing to do. I'm going to post a few tags I did a couple of days ago that I haven't shown yet. BTW mom, I've stayed out of pogo and PSP :).


Cute little bears.

Mom and dads love is unlimited. Someone once said on pogo "Why do you tell me the sky is the limit when their are footsteps on the moon?"

Missing you dad.



Dad,


I Love and Miss you dad, hang tight we love you and are waiting for your return. Thank you for making my mom, sisters and I so happy. They truly deserve it. Goodnight dad I love you.

Faith

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Books

Very short night tonight, I still have LOADS of writing to do to get caught up to where I should be. I only have twelve days to get 13 thousand words or so. I need to do about three thousand a day, or more.
New PICS!


Silly Goofy him, he makes us smile and laugh so much, LOVE YOU DAD!

Military life is hard. We're making it though, together.

You are so awesome, BALDY lol.


So These are two that I did today and one I did yesterday. I wont have big blogs again until after I write my book, I will have blogs, only it'll be short ones.

Dad,

Everything is going fine here, I love and miss you, Stay safe and remember, Saddam's mustard fart ;). LOL or just grandpas. I love you, stay safe. OH YEA! one more pic, this one is for Lea.


Here is your man Lea.



Yeah, I've been playing around lol Love you family.  THANK YOU mom for pushing me so hard to do my book, I may not like the deadline but I know in the end it will be worth it.

Friday, November 18, 2011

Pictures

Tonight I have a pogo party to throw for one of my girl friends. TWILIGHT came out in theaters EARLY this morning, like 12:01. My dad is officially in Afghanistan It stinks. I miss him so much.

Our hero and the strongest most beautiful woman standing behind him.

Their love is forever.

Cute bear eh?



I LOVE my paint program I get to make beautiful pictures EXTRAVAGANT. I Loved the pictures of mom and dad already, They just needed a saying and frame. I did the bear especially for them because they are amazing parents, partners and role models. This night is going to be VERY short, the longest part will be for my dad.

Dad,

I love and miss you, you'd better stay safe and pay attention, I'd hate to have to go over there and kill some people and kick your BUTT. You are an amazing dad, you're there for us when we need you, YOU and the other service members and our flag stand for our freedom, rights, and lives. You are saving me, my sisters, my mom, my friends and everyone else in this amazing country.

You are strong and wonderful. You are silly. You are a fighter and a lover, you are a family man and a true hero. If someone were to ask me who my hero was, I'd tell them my dad, you fight for us. If they were to ask what disease I'd cure, it would be cancer.

You give the scientists a chance to make medicines to cure this disease. I love you, you are a special man, dad, husband, soldier and hero. Thank you and the other soldiers in your group, thank you all soldiers,marines and other military people.

I love you and miss you dad come home safe.

Faith 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

11-17-11

I don't really know WHAT to blog about tonight, my mind is on getting my book done, edited and printed. Tonight will be rather short, I just wanted to blog for my dad. So I've been playing more with tags, I'm showing three new ones.




Being bad comes naturally in our family, dirty minds lol.

Elvis bear, so cute, one of my favorites.

Mom and dad are perfect for each other, their love for each other is more every day.


I thought they are SO cute, I thank you mom for showing me how to make the bears do these cute things. Tonight I got over 10 thousand words, and I'm going to continue to write tonight, pogo can wait tonight. I'll be happy to get two thousand more tonight. Tomorrow Breaking Dawn comes out in theaters, I wonder when it will be released on dvd.

I'll probably work in psp on and off tonight, authors need breaks too. I feel like I'm truly meant to do this, writing is my passion, writing a book in a month is hard, but it can be done. My work schedule starts from after I eat lunch until usually after dinner, tonight it will be until bedtime.

I love writing and believe I can make 15 thousand words before the end of the month. If I do at least two thousand words a day, I'll make it. It was SO exciting to see 10,021 words. Its SO exciting.

Dad,

I love and miss you very much, you are an awesome guy and I know you will come home. We wait for you with open arms and love and pride. I thank you for being the dad you dont have to be, I thank you for serving our country and making it free. I love you.

Faith.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Tags tags and more tags

I'm learning more about my paint program everyday, today mom taught me how to make them breathe and their eyes blink so, instead of showing you my three oldest tonight, I'm showing you my first two I did AND a new one I just did tonight.




My first ever tag.

My second tag I made.

Breathing and blinking bear I made tonight.





Okay, what did you think? Ive gotten better I think. 2 DAYS before MY movie comes out in theaters I CANT WAIT! Breaking Dawn part 1, Jacob and Renesemee/Nessy, what a SIGHT that will be lol.

At our house my sisters and mom are HUGE twilight fans, we have 1 Jacob fan, me. My mom and sister Lea are team Edward, and my sister Monkey Boo says "Team Bella cuz shes a human and don't do nothing."

Mom and grandma have been looking at fonts for us PSP addicts all night. For those of you who have NO idea what PSP is, It's the paint program me, my mom and grandma are into. Tonight will be a rather short night for I want to continue to do more tags tonight.

Dad,

I miss and love you very much, you are so amazing. I'm thinking about you and cant wait to have you home again. Sweet dreams when you go. Love you.

Faith.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Art

There are all kinds of arts, martial arts, paintings, tags, writing, singing, dancing, acting and so much more, its all art. I write, sing and mess with tags in paint shop pro. Art is wonderful, it expresses the artist's feelings. I have 9,335 words in my book, 30 tags and I sing everyday. I love art, I love to sing, I love to write, and I love showing my feelings through my tags.

Today I'm showing my three newest tags, and tomorrow night I'm showing you my first three.


So cool.

Love is so sweet.

True love birds.




These are my three newest, I hope you all like them, the ones about love are for my mom and dad, and the cool kid one, is to all you kids who normally are called geeks or whatever else. You are really beautiful inside.

Art is all around us everyday, every minute we see a piece of art work that should stick in our brains.

When you see a news paper its art, someone took the time to write it, add the art work and make it good enough for public view. When you grab your favorite coffee mug, its art, usually it says something or has a picture/ painting of something on it, its art.

I enjoy looking at art, doing things like singing and writing most people wouldn't call art, I do, its a gift, its beautiful, its art.

Dad,

I love and miss you, I can't wait to have you home from Afghanistan and I can't wait to see the new things you will bring back from over there. Stay safe. I'm proud of you, I'm proud to have you as a dad. Hurry home.

Faith

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Views on polygamy and other views

Tonight I watched Sister wives, and for those of you who have no idea what sister wives are, It is a big family who are really sweet, one husband and four wives.

Everyone has their own view on different things, like polygamy. I believe as long as your like the sister wives, don't abuse the children, don't force each other into the relationship and the adults provide for the children then they have every right to have the relationship they feel is for them.

Its all about religion, I'm a Christian I believe what happens in an adults house/bedroom is up to them, not other people. My dad FIGHTS for these peoples rights to live how they see fit. I'm proud of him.

I wouldn't at this point, go into a polygamy marriage and I'm not lesbian. I however don't have a problem with gays/lesbians or polygamy marriages. Its their choice, its their right. The children in sister wives are well educated and they understand they don't have to be in a polygamy marriage their selves.

I believe people should back off of people like the Brown family, they are just like us only they love more than one person.


My dad fights for an amazing right like polygamy.




I myself have no problem with people like the Browns, or gays, lesbians etc. I also believe nineteen (soon to be 20) Kids and counting (the Duggars) Also have their right to continue having children as god lets them. Others have completely different views on this stuff, but I believe they have the right to do and live as they wish as long as #1 there is no abuse of any kind. #2 no one is being killed/forced into the issue. #3 Everyone is being treated and loved as they should.

Anyway, enough of my rambling, there's no way I could change anyone's views on something so big. I enjoy watching the Brown family and the Duggars on television and I encourage them to continue to do as they see fit for the life they want.

Dad,

I love and miss you, Thank you for serving our country. Come home safe and sound and know I love you and we're waiting for your return.

Faith.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Robot Grandpa

So today has been fun and long. The last couple of days grandpa has been a complete neat freak and expects the house to be SPARKLING clean, its annoying and funny. Today Lis and grandma went to Evansville Indiana for some church meeting thing, their there today and tomorrow.

For dinner grandpa cooked hot dogs and stuffing. After dinner us girls and grandpa stayed in the kitchen and goofed around, he was acting like a robot, go figure lol.
Two crazy men that I love. 





So Apparently the "Robot" Needs oil, and the oil is BEER. Grandpa kept saying over and over "Hi, who are you?"

Lea would be like "Lea, who are you?" He was like I'm AI109" Hes crazy and I love him. So an update to my book, 7,032 words, 3 chapters, kisses and a different language, that's right I'm adding in ITALIAN! So far I must say, IT ROCKS. Speaking of books and rocking, Breaking dawn comes out in SIX days in theaters, I'm counting down lol.

For all you twilight fans, go Jacob, he is SO much hotter lol.

Dad,

I Love and miss you and talking to you in word pad today was awesome. I'm glad your okay and safe so far. Stay that way. Pay attention, do as you were taught, fight hard and love always, we're waiting for you're return.

Faith

Thursday, November 10, 2011

11-10-11

Today I have NO idea what to write about on my blog, still have romance on the mind. I'm writing a romance love story between a werewolf and a human. Speaking of werewolf and human the new Breaking Dawn part 1 comes out November 18th.

Last night I saw a preview for it, it ROCKED. Tomorrow is 11-11-11 and I cant WAIT until 11:11 pm tomorrow night, pm instead of am because I'll probably still be sleeping tomorrow morning. Tonight we ate steak and baked potato for dinner. I have done almost exactly 1000 words today in my book. Grandma bought Amanda and I life quest off of big fish. Well she bought it for Amanda but I asked if it would take up a lot of room on my flash drive and if not if I could have it. She told me it would be like nothing was even on it. She even checked the space on it.

Life quest is sort of like life the bored game and the Sims put together. Its really cool.
I made this one day thinking of dad and how glad I am that we met. The Fourth of July was an amazing day that will forever leave an awesome memory in my mind. I love my mom and dad so much and I know he will come home safe and sound and mom and dad will have a beautiful wedding and we will all live a happy normal (Or as normal as we can get).

Life is bumpy, we all know but we ALL can get through anything if we work together, love with all our might and just try.

.. , . ~ . ~ , ~ , ....
.. ).. - ~. . ' ..( .....just remember in the winter
. ( . . . ...(......) ....
..| . . . . . ).....| ....far beneath the bitter snow
..{.. . . . .(. . ./ .....
..... =(.. /.)= ........lies a seed & with the suns love
........ -;..;-' .........
..........)|( , ..........in the spring becomes
.......... || _.-'| ......
...........|| .._,/ ......the rose
...........|| .' ..........
...........||/ ............
...........|| .............Bette Midler


Dad,

I love and miss you very much, we are all waiting on your safe return. Sleep well. P.S. its 9:32 Thursday night here. Love you.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

11-8-2011

Today has been long and tiring, nothing has really gone on, mom and us girls did school and most of the day I was writing my book. I now have 2,506 words. So far my main character Kathlyn and my supporting character Steve have gotten to know eachother again after Kathlyn moving from that town five years ago. Today Kat and her friend Steve got really close, they even kissed!

 That is my cover for now and the title is A Tennessee Love.

Steve is a werewolf and him and Kat have to overpower the villian also Kats friend Cloe. Cloe is a vampire trying to take over the world and destroy Steve and Kats relationship.

Enough about my book, Tonight will be a rather short night because my little sister monkey boo has to do her blog still. I wanted to tell dad a little about the book im writing. I'm trying to make sure he feels the most at home he can. Writing is my passion, I love doing it and wish that eventually I'll be good enough I can get publlished.

I'm getting my masters in writing in college, and ppossibly taking web design, heck I might even take photography. I'm seriously thinking about it. But anyway, enough for now.

Dad,

I love and miss you and wish you were here to see my progress in my book. I know it will be printed before you get home so you'll be able to read it! Love you, stay safe.

Faith

Monday, November 7, 2011

A Love And A Loss

My mom and dad are true soul mates, they belong together and deserve the family and life they want. Today my mom lost my twin sisters or brothers. We are all upset, which is to be expected. I love her and want to comfert her but theres nothing we can say or do to change the fact she lost two amazing babies.

I love her so much and wish I could bring the babies back, but I cant.

My dad is our hero and we wish he could be home at this time but he cant. Mom found her true love and happiness July fourth, today will not change that love they have for eachother. Its just a bump in the road that they will overcome together. I will try to help her as much as I can.

Right now she needs time to herself, to think and cry. We are all here for her when she needs us.

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)████████████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє.  

I love you mom, I'm here for you.

Dad,

I love and miss you so much, we're thinking of you always, stay safe.

Faith

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Sour freaks

                                                         Dude this stuff is SOUR!

I take after my mom and grandpa I LOVE sour things. Sour skittles rock. Dont ask why I'm writing this, I'm eating my skittles and BAM I'm writing about them. I drink real lemon juice straight, I eat the powder from the sour skittles, them war heads aint nothin.

Nothing is really ever TOO sour for me. My mom is pretty much the same way, my grandpa too. We love sour but nothing is TOO sour for us, its pretty awesome. My sisters love sour skittles but would NEVER drink real lemon juice straight.

I used to freeze the juice and make ice out of them, then id put em in a bowl and salt them and eat em, no water or anything to cool off the sourness of it.

I'm not REALLY puckering in this picture, just acting silly for monkey boo. My family rocks, I love them SO much.

Everyone says I look A LOT like my dad and mom, see for yourself.
                                                 I do look like them dont I? It's awesome.

Dad,

I love and miss you so very much. Stay as safe as you can while away. Pay attention to what needs to be done, and never forget we're waiting for you.

Faith

Saturday, November 5, 2011

A hero

There is a hero for everyone, my dad is my hero. He is an army dad, a cowboy dad, my hero.

So, I'm writing my book this month, I have less than a month to write a 25000 word book, should be easy I have 756 words right now. That's only about 4 pages in office. I miss my dad so much, I wish he was here to see my progress on my book.

Its been a couple weeks since I last blogged and I missed doing it. I was just so busy with school and getting ready to write my new novel I had no time for blog.
Last night I told my friends I would have to spend very little time with them on pogo, I'm addicted to that site and it was taking up my book time.

You never realize how much you miss someone until you look at their hat, or a video of them. Yesterday I saw one of dads hats he always wears, I broke down. Tonight I saw a video of him, I miss him so much.

Last night Lea found grandpas fart button. We all died, laughing and coughing LOL. Moms stomach is getting more visible by the day, its so cute! As soon as I have pics on my comp I'll show you and tell you about my trip to St Louis. It was cool.

I love my mom and dad so much, they mean the world to me, there is nothing I'd change about how we all are, except I'd bring dad home.

Dad,

I love and miss you so much, we're awaiting your return. Stay safe and know I love you always!

Faith

Monday, October 24, 2011

Hugs

                                                           A tag I made today.


Its very funny how nightly hugs go around the house, Lea and monkey Boo fight between who gets the last hugs. After nightly hugs are given and us girls get to bed Lea and Boo count how many last hugs they got. Last night Lea was like "I got the last hug from grandma and grandpa" Boo was like "I got the last hug from Mom and Faith". It was so cute.

Hugs are given often in our house, its a sign of love. Mom had baby bump pics last three nights ago, tonight she had them done and there was a clear difference, its truly amazing. Mom went and bought new clothes that fit (Not for long) today. Grandpa is busy trying to defrost part of the deep freeze.

tonight is going to be REALLY short, I have no clue what to write about. Last night grandma went through the printing lyrics for us girls, we're gonna end up knowing every country song by heart lol.

Grandma will be doing our school while mom is away on the trip she will be going on, so we are doing our math placement tests AND writing our books for November. Tomorrow will be a girls day out for us girls (except our aunt Lissa). Grandpa will be home with Lis unless he has something to do, then Lis will be home alone.

Dad,

I love you very much and miss you everyday. Every day is a day closer to us hugging again. I miss your hugs, they are the best. Sweet dreams my hero cowboy dad.

Faith

Sunday, October 23, 2011

A happy Life

                                                        another tag I just made


Mom and dad will soon be married and they will have a long happy life ahead of them. They are the best parents on earth, they deserve the best, each other and a happy life.

In the time I have gotten my new family I have gained an amazing dad, cool grandparents, a neat aunt and two new sisters or brothers. Life will only get better as we all go along on this long amazing trip of life.

We just got a baby bed today. It still needs a mattress but, we're getting there. I also had my hair dyed red again today. It looks AWESOME. As the days come and go we will all have our tough times and times that are some of the most fun.

Last night we listened to He's Coming Home by Cowboy Crush and all turned into saps. Tonight is going to be a rather short night. I mainly wanted to post for my dad and show him another tag I have done.

My dad is an amazing guy and my mom is a truly awesome woman, put them together you get a perfect match, amazing parents and an awesome couple.

Dad,

I love and miss you so very much. You are a great dad, I miss talking about nothing and watching movies with you. I miss a lot that I know we will be able to do again. Love you.

Faith

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Forever love

                                                            A true love, a forever love.

Today has been an awesome exciting day, my mom got me paint shop pro and I have been playing in it ALL DAY. This photo above is one I did by my self. It reminds me of mom and dad, holding hands, laughing and talking.

As the days go I will make more tags and add them in my blogs for everyone to see. My mom and dad are both hero's and heroines to me, they make the world seem so right. Doing paint shop pro again is a new experience to me, I was seven the last time I did it.

My mom and dad are a perfect match, true love, a forever love. They trust each other and they can't wait to take the road of love and life together. I cant wait until dad gets home from over seas, there will be a new life with no government butting in. Our life now is wonderful, but not perfect, the one who holds us all together and bonds us all is not here at this time.

He is an amazing dad, he makes us laugh and smile all the time, him and his goofy ways make a bad day good. He has a good heart and wonderful soul. He is the kind of man you would want as a husband, as a son, as a brother, as a father. He knows all the ins and outs of making mom happy. He is the best dad in the world, someone that us girls needed so badly in our lives.

Mom is an angel sent from heaven, she is a blessing to us. She is the perfect woman to be considered the best mom, she stands true to herself, us girls and everyone else. Her smile is amazing, her laugh makes me smile, the way she writes and sings amazes us all. She is someone you can trust to keep a secret with and one who would help you out anyway she could in times of need. She is laid back but isn't afraid to put in a hard days work.

She can make you happy in under thirty seconds if your having a rough day, she is an amazing cook, wonderful role model and the best mom ever.

They are both amazing parents and the perfect couple, they belong together, they belong in this life, now. They belong in my life. I wouldn't change anything about them. I love my family.

Dad and mom,

I love you both very much, you do us much for us, you are a true couple, true parents and my best friends.
I miss you every day dad, I never stop thinking of you, I hope you liked this tag. (Photo) above. Love you, sweet dreams.

Faith

Friday, October 21, 2011

A Blood Sucking Grandpa

Last night grandpa was playing around with Lea and Boo, they were playing vampires. Well, today has been a long awesome tiring day. I finished my vampire book I was reading, helped get the door up (on the porch) and walked to The Garage Sale with mom. There were no clothes for her, but there was a baby in the store. It wasn't even two weeks.



                                        This is my blood sucking grandpa (he doesn't really suck blood)

So tonight, after dinner grandpa was messin around, once again playing vampire. It was funny, he was gumming me and Lea to death. We were laughing so much. This is grandpa in his bedroom.

I am so happy to be in this family. Grandpa is a hard working man. NO he don't wear a steel hard hat, no he don't ride or rope. He hammers and paints though LOL. I love him very much, he is a very funny man. He sticks his tongue out a lot, smiles a lot and sometimes he's a huge clean freak.


                                                           My amazing grandma


The things a grandma would do is awesome. I am very blessed to have her in my life. She smiles and it lights the room, her laugh is awesome. She gives awesome hugs. She works hard and loves every minute of it. She is easy going and caring, these are the ones who spoil me. I love her very much and thank dad for even talking to mom. A night for fireworks turned into a lifetime of happiness for us all.

Dad is an amazing man, he is strong, works hard, fights for what he believes in, he is an awesome role model to any boy, if I have brothers I know they will end up amazing like their daddy. He smiles and laughs and lights the world, he is cowboy and US soldier all in the same. He loves like no other and gives whatever is needed and asks nothing in return.

I love my family and would give everything to keep them happy, safe and loved. I have a true family.


Dad and mom,

You guys are amazing, I love you with all my heart, a true family is amazing and something one could never give up, I wouldn't give this up for anything. I love and miss you every day dad, you should see mom's tummy in person, it is SO cute. I know you will see it soon, Love you, take care, keep yourself and others safe like I know you can and will.

Faith

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Boo And Her Monkeys

So, we're getting ready to start our book's and little boo has this awesome plan, we all have our main, supporting and villain characters down. Boo is writing about monkeys and so far doing an excellent job coming up with ideas for her book. I know it'll be good. Last night I was playing on pogo and vevo and came across some monkey songs. One was "I shot the monkey by Mackenzie first" She wouldn't even listen to it because of the name of the title.

                                                     My sister Monkey boo doing the corn picker

This is my sister who is all about monkeys and princesses. She is an amazing singer, dancer and comedian. She makes everyone laugh and cry good tears. She is a monkey lol. I don't know where she grew to love monkeys from for her nick name is boo bear and she used to sleep with stuffed bears, but its cute and wouldn't be her without monkeys lol.

She also can write very well, and is learning how to type in school, she'll get faster. She has the most beautiful smile, a true angel. I see a lot of mom in her, she's funny, smart and beautiful. She soon will no longer be the baby of the family (she's not so much a baby now as it is anyway) but I guarantee she still will be treated like the baby of the family.

Boo,

You are sweet, beautiful, smart, funny and are an amazing blessing and sister, I love you so much.

Dad

I love and miss you everyday, wish you were home to watch Boo turn into an amazing big girl, when she smiles it lights the world. You are an awesome guy, amazing dad, cool cowboy and our hero, we love you, we think of you and can't wait to have you home.

Faith

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Books In The Work's

Ok so, currently I have two books in the works and I'm character building for a third. Why so many at once? Why not work on one at a time? Simple, see us writers get bored with writing our own stories from time to time and decide to start new. Or maybe its because we have this brilliant idea for a new book, we begin to write. For me, the result is a little different. You see, I was writing a book when we moved, I thought id lost it, so I started a new book. Turns out my mom found my first book, and so that's two, the third is going to be worked on in 30 days and printed shortly after, that's right I have 30 days to complete a whole book.

You see My sisters and I entered into this contest, to see if we could write our own books in thirty days, I must say, so far its coming along well as far as character building goes. It may be very simple for me to write a book in 30 days.


                                       These are my sisters Lea and monkey Boo and our dogs Mini and Elie

The one I'm working on for November is going to be a love story between a human and a werewolf. My sister Lea is working on a love story about a human and a vampire with super awesome powers. Monkey Boo is working on, YUPP you guessed it, a monkey book. It is adorable.

So, one thing that amazes me when it comes to writing is, the English language it is so messed up, yet we write so well. It is however tough, having to leave your inner editor in a drawer for thirty days. You see, we speak English very well, yet so many of us (including adults) mess up every day on something that they spell. It is truly amazing. Along with speaking the English language though we also are learning Spanish. You see, spelling the things are easy, but pronouncing it when you barely know your own language is hard.

Tonight I was laying in bed, reading my vampire book I just had checked out from the library, and it said something like Mina I'm like what that HECK is that? You see, not all of us know all languages, then I thought, "it would be cool to add in a few words from a different language in my book". Its confusing, yet awesomely cool.

Hopefully one day I'll be a published author and if so, It'll be under Faith Rose, look for me.

Dad

I love you, I miss you, I can't wait to have you home again. Sleep well my awesome hero dad.

Faith