The REAL world.

Tonight's blog may be either short or long, depends on how much I want to ramble. Before I start I'd like to warn those of you who may not believe in the paranormal, you WON'T want to read this.

I will be talking tonight about several different things, just hang in with me.

Okay, to start out I'd like to talk about my mom and grandmas new organization for a second.

Well, we got our first donation with it being up only one day (This was a couple of days ago.) I was super happy to see it was one of my dear pogo friends that donated to our organization for the troops. So, even though she doesn't have my blog address, THANK YOU Connie!!!

Now, The REAL world. Many of you may disagree but, spirits ARE real, when we die, sometimes our spirits are left on earth to do whatever unfinished business we had left to do.

It could be many of things our spirits felt they had left to do, maybe we were murdered? Well our spirit may feel the need to try an talk to someone, or show someone HOW we died. Maybe right before we died we told our family member we hated their guts? Well, we may feel the need as a spirit to show our family member that, we really love them and we were simply angry at that moment.

My grandma will not like this post, but I'm simply speaking as to HOW I believe, not everybody is Jehovah. Simple as that.

I know the life of living with the dead, I have done it for many of years, many of you won't believe this, most of you may think I'm crazy, I'm not. I will NOT name who I know, but someone in my family is actually a medium, actually I believe everyone is, we just learn to tune it out, act as if its simply not even there.

I am a writer, I could write about paranormal very well, I have lived with the outcome for a long period. I choose however, to write about love, love beats all. I want to bring joy to as many as I can, I know that by writing paranormal many wouldn't read my books. I praise Stephan King for writing how he does. Stephanie Myers, my mom and Stephan King are WHY I decided to write.

One of my pogo friends claim to live, and love a ghost. It IS possible, some days I don't know if shes pulling my foot or telling me the truth, I know ghosts are real, I know people can see and hear them, I know if you knew the person before they died (Which she did) You can love them even as a spirit. It seems a lot like a fairytale story sometimes.

Just because we don't see it for our selves doesn't mean its not real. I had witnessed some paranormal activities my self, I have seen things, Then I wasn't sure if it was my eyes playing tricks on me or if I was seeing what I THOUGHT I was seeing, Now I know however, when I saw a shadow that had NO way of being mine, or anybody else's it was the oh so friendly spirits I used to live with.

This post is already a very long one.

Dad,

I love and miss you, I'm glad you believe what mom has told you about past houses and dreams and so on. Stay safe my true hero. Stay warm and know I'm waiting for you to come home with open arms.

GREAT NEWS!

Well, I made my word count goal which I thought I'd NEVER make. Better news is, tomorrow my book will be complete.

I worked SO hard to get this far, I wouldn't have had to work as hard if I would have known it would be so hard to write a book in thirty days, I wouldn't have been on my gaming site. I have missed my friends, I'm sure they have missed me as well, doing this book has been so important to me.

It's possibly my career, this book could be my start. The beginning of a long, joyful amazing career. I LOVE writing, let me tell you something, doing this book in thirty days has been a PAIN IN MY BUTT!

Not because I don't love it, I DO trust me, but for the beginning of the month I was pretty much non existent when it came to my mind being on my "job".

I can't wait to see my name in print, to hold a book in my hands that I wrote. I can't wait to see my mom and dads faces when they finish reading my book.

I can't wait to read my book and ENJOY it, as if someone else wrote it. Grandpa is working with me on designing my book cover, mom helped me come up with the IDEA of the cover, the hardest part was left up to me, writing a 25,000 word book or bigger in one month.

Dad,

I love and miss you, you'd better stay safe. Remember we're waiting your return, remember on Christmas WE LOVE you and we're thinking about you. Remember when the times get tough, I'm proud of you. I can't wait to have you home. I miss your hugs and jokes. You are an amazing man, I LOVE YOU! Your a true hero, your a true dad.

Anyone can be a father, it takes a real, special man to be a dad. You are my perfect dad.

Faith.

New pictures

First off I'd like to say, HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAD! Next, I know I was upset mom about us not being able to spend Thanksgiving with each other but I understand and CAN'T wait to see what dad is getting us for Christmas. Here are a few more new pics grandma gave us girls. These were taken about two weeks before Halloween.

Grandpa being goofy, after he burned his arm while at the concession stand.

My sister Lea.

Me and monkey Boo, I love her so much.

The little monkey.

Lea and monkey Boo, look and act SO much alike.

Our cat Nosey.

My sisters and I.

Me.

Lea takes AMAZING pictures, of course some of them I took. I think we all love photography. I also LOVE writing, which I have about eight(Almost only 7) days left in my book, I have 17,240 words At the moment.

ALSO today while writing and singing I had ANOTHER idea for a book, I wrote down the quick reminder and went back to the book I'm working on right now.

Soon here it will be Thanksgiving, so I'm doing this tonight instead of tomorrow since mom will be away all day.

Mom, thank you for bringing me into this world, and bringing my amazing sisters into the world. I'm thankful most for my amazing, full family. My sisters, mom, hero dad, grandparents and aunt.

Dad,

I love and miss you, thank you for everything you have done and everything you have agreed to do. You took on three kids you didn't have to, you wanted to, you are THE best man in the world. If the guys I date when I'm older aren't even HALF as great as you, they aren't worth my time. You are an amazing person. Happy Thanksgiving my wonderful dad.

Faith

Christmas is coming

I know a lot of people won't believe in this post, so before I start, I warn grandma, you won't like it.

Now, here we go. This time of year is the time to be thankful for everything you have and know that the things you don't have isn't a worry.

Thanksgiving is about giving love and food and things people need so badly like clothing. The material of things isn't what the holidays are about, and yes religion is part of it, but not enough to ACTUALLY NOT celebrate it. Now every person has their own belief on Christmas and so fourth. But is religion a STRONG enough thing to keep the family from coming together closer than they are all year?

I personally don't think so. Religion is the belief in WHAT god exists, that's it. I'm a Christian, nothing will change this. But I don't let MY faith or MY belief get ahead of me. I allow others to believe how they want.

I think ALL religions agree when I say, Whatever god is real, we know there IS a god, we know he keeps us safe and brings us the good things that come to us in our lives. God is a strong spirit who was capable of bringing my mom, sisters and I together with my grandparents, aunt and amazing dad.

I'm thankful for a lot this year. I have an amazing new dad who cares for us and is amazing beyond belief. I have my mom who is an angel in every sense of the word. Her smile is heart warming her hugs are comforting and the way she looks at life is wonderful.

My wonderfully amazing sisters are so sweet and make me laugh when I feel like crying. They are true mini mommy's (What I mean by that is they are amazing people like my mom.) I'm thankful for my grandparents, I have never truly had grandparents before, It's a whole new experience having a full happy family.

Christmas in our family is a bit awkward now, my grandparents and aunt don't celebrate it, but my mom, sisters, dad and I do. I hope for our sake this year grandma and grandpa will at least acknowledge the fact that my mom sisters and I celebrate it and enjoy the day. It's not REALLY about the gifts, It's the thought and the bringing together part that I enjoy.

We do go somewhat big, but not REALLY big on Christmas, just some gifts to show the love that flows, the food to celebrate our family's coming together and big smiles all day. I love seeing my sisters faces on the very special day.

Dad,

I wish you were here with us through the holidays, and in a way you will be, you'll be in each one of our thoughts through out the days. As always. I love and miss you very much. Stay safe and make it home as soon as you can. I can't wait for the amazing fairytale wedding up ahead in the near future. I also can't wait to spend the holidays with ALL of my family. I love you.

Faith

Robot Grandpa

So today has been fun and long. The last couple of days grandpa has been a complete neat freak and expects the house to be SPARKLING clean, its annoying and funny. Today Lis and grandma went to Evansville Indiana for some church meeting thing, their there today and tomorrow.

For dinner grandpa cooked hot dogs and stuffing. After dinner us girls and grandpa stayed in the kitchen and goofed around, he was acting like a robot, go figure lol.

Two crazy men that I love.

 

So Apparently the "Robot" Needs oil, and the oil is BEER. Grandpa kept saying over and over "Hi, who are you?"

Lea would be like "Lea, who are you?" He was like I'm AI109" Hes crazy and I love him. So an update to my book, 7,032 words, 3 chapters, kisses and a different language, that's right I'm adding in ITALIAN! So far I must say, IT ROCKS. Speaking of books and rocking, Breaking dawn comes out in SIX days in theaters, I'm counting down lol.

For all you twilight fans, go Jacob, he is SO much hotter lol.

Dad,

I Love and miss you and talking to you in word pad today was awesome. I'm glad your okay and safe so far. Stay that way. Pay attention, do as you were taught, fight hard and love always, we're waiting for you're return.

Faith

Soul moving music

Tonight I'm writing about music, because everyone agrees that music is an important thing in life.
Every one has different tastes in music. I know this because when I'm playing on my gaming web site (pogo.com) when I meet someone new one of the first things I ask is, "what kind of music do you listen to?"
I have gotten many answers, and if I'm on the music subject sometimes I'll say, "I love country music!" and someone will say "country is the worst music ever." I shrug it off and continue my chat.

Tonight as mom was fixing dinner we heard some really awful and loud music coming from outside. Grandma commented that she hated that music and that people shouldn't play music that loud from their cars, it literately shook the house! It was horrible.

Today me and my sister "monkey Boo" was singing on the porch, we were memorizing some of our favorite song's. One of which was "He's Coming Home" by Cowboy Crush. Its about a man in the military, it really hits home to our family right now. It's talking about their loved one coming home safe. Our family has hope that my dad will be home safe and sound. I know he will because I have faith in him, I know he's well trained for this sort of thing. 

Back to music. I know some people may say "country isn't the best" but my little sister boo can sing very well, I mean she sounds like Carrie Underwood, she's so good! I would love nothing more than to see my little sister in concert. Or even at the Grand Ole Opry! I know she can do it. As well as my sister's Boo and Lea singing well, so can my mom, dad and even my grandparents! I guess its in our blood. My family says I can sing well too, I don't so much think so but, I guess as long as others enjoy it it's worth doing.

Anyway, I ramble too much about nothing I guess but the point I'm trying to make is, music is a wonderful thing. I can't believe schools took out music class. I think everyone should learn something to do with music, it brings people joy and happiness. Especially me and my family. My family and I do whats known in our house as "music night" its when mom plays about ten seconds of a song and me and my sisters have to say the name of the song and the band, its really fun!

Well, that's my fill for the night, I will blog more tomorrow night.

I love and miss you so much dad, I think of you every minute of every day, but if a song comes on that you sing to mom, or that I listened to while you were here I think of you just that much more. Stay strong like I know you can. Hurry home, I love you!

     Faith

A wonderful world

A simple forth of July celebration turns into a wonderful new life.
 
Who would have thought that going to the park to watch fireworks would lead to a new happy life and family?
For my family that's what happened. My mom, two sisters and I went to the local park on the forth of July to enjoy a nice day in the sun and later on, fireworks. Turns out we met this wonderful man who was working in a concession stand.




He and my mom talked for the longest time that night. We even watched the fireworks with him. The next day mom and he went to the local lake and talked for about four hours. That night he came over to our house and spent the night. A little fast? Maybe for some people but he and my mom hit it off amazingly quick.

The next morning he asked if we wanted breakfast, we told him yes and he took us to his place. We ate and got to meet our grandparents and aunt that day. Of course we had no clue they were going to be in our family. Within the first month of my dad and mom meeting, they were engaged. Once again, fast? Yes maybe so, but not too fast for us, we had already grown to love him.

My dad is in the Army, I'm very proud of him! Mom is now pregnant with twins. It's all so very exciting, every day I try something new, and of course my grandparents spoil me and my sisters, what grandparents don't?

Tonight I'm writing this because I wanted to let my dad know I'm very glad we all met! He has gave us so much, A true family!  Love is a sweet thing, my mom and dad truly love each other with all their hearts, and I love them! I love my sisters and grandparents too, family is the world to me. There's nothing quite like having a good laugh with your family, it defiantly cheers you up when your feeling down. I miss my dad every day when he's gone, but I'm proud of him, he's fighting for our rights as Americans. I know he'll come home safe and sound, because he knows he has a family at home waiting for his return. I love you dad!